Jealous of The Couple In Love

I'm being so jealous...

Huh...

I don't know why...

Maybe I want that so much...

My best friend...

Now in relationship...

I'm so happy for her...

And I'm so sad now...

When my turn?

Huh...

Am I crazy?

I can't couple for this time...

Because I still young...

I need to study first...

Then, graduate...

Find job...

Finally...

I can couple if I want...

Huh...

But it not reasonable grounds, right?

Love...

Every stage of age can fall in love each other...

Even a baby...

But...

I don't think that I want that so much...

For me...

Loving now...

Just for fun...

Not for true love...

And I don't have much time for it...

If there have someone who want to propose me as his girlfriend...

I'm so sorry...

I can't receipt that...

For truth...

I'm not very good at love...

And...

I really don't know how to love...

And that why...

I never fall in love...

Or...

In love with someone...

Huh...

I always dream that I want fall in love and having some true love from korean boy or japanese boy...

I always hope my dream become true...

But I think...

It can't be happen on me...

Don't be too put hopes on wishful thinking, Zakira...

Because...

It impossible for you to get true love from korean boy or japanese boy...

Even from your own race...

Huh...

For me...

Love just like...

Puppy love...

For me to believe that true love beings in this world...

Only 9%...

So loving now is not good for me...

Kelas Kemahiran Al-Quran (KKQ)

What the...

Ustazah Ahlam want me be in her KKQ class?

No way...

I don't want it...

I don't mean that I don't want to learn it...

But...

Its so scary, you know...

She just like a tiger...

How can I learn something if the teacher so fierce...

Huh... L

However...

Ustazah said that I just come to her class only on Tuesday...

And start 4 pm...

And...

Finish in...

6.30 pm...

What the...

6.30 pm?

How could I...

My home far away from my school...

It's in about 20 km above...

And my transport to school and from school only bus...

If I choose to join that class...

I'll come back home around 7.30 pm above...

And my mom will get angry if I come back home so late...

And...

It's not good for a young girl come back home so late...

Huh... L

I don't know what else I want to say...

Maybe...

I should talk nicely to her...

That I can't join that class...

But how about if she ask me "why?"

Mmm...

What should I say?

Huh... L

Whatever...

Anyway...

My heart with its own decision...

I don't want to join it...

I'm so lazy right now...

And not just because of that...

For your more information...

In that class...

Ustazah just told us only memorize Quran verse...

If we fail for it...

We will get some present for it...

Copy all the Yassin verse, three time...

You know...

THREE TIME...

That why I don't want to join that class...

I don't like fierce teacher when teach me...

I don't like because I'll get back to home so late...

I don't like because I'm so lazy right now...

I don't like to memorize...

I don't like to copy so much word...

Huh... L

Just that...

I Can Do It

Aku mempunyai satu hajat...

Hajat ini tak berapa besar mana...

Aku cuma...

Mahu...

Beli handphone touch screen...

So,

Kiranya...

Aku kena kumpulkan wang mulai sekarang...

Dan sekarang...

Wang yang aku miliki...

Tidak berapa banyak untuk aku membelinya...

Cuma RM70 sahaja...

Aku kena berusah mengumpulkan sekurang-kurangnya lepas daripada bajet aku...

Aku bajet nak kumpul dalam RM 600 ke atas...

Mudah-mudahan impian aku tercapai...

Amin...

K-pop member

To all k-pop fans...

I'm so sorry...

Because...

Beforehand...

I hate you all...

Just because you all have same interest with me...

Now...

I don't mind...

Because...

When I think back...

It's can't change anything...

You'll still have same interest with me...

No one can stop you right?

So...

Here I want to say that...

I'm so sorry...

It great right if we have same interest...

We can change some info about k-pop together...

Right?

Anyway...

I hope you all forgive me...

Love you all... J

Stranger Dream

Today...

After back from school...

I go home...

I change my clothes...

And lie down on the bed...

Huh...

So tired today...

Second by second...

I fall to sleep...

(DREAM WORLD)

I go to shopping mall...

And I saw something...

Hah...

K-pop items shop...

Then...

I go there...

At there I saw many items all about k-pop artist...

I saw something...

So shining at there...

Of course SHINee’s item...

It just like Naruto cartoon items...

Wear it around the head...

I don’t know what its name...

Then I ask the seller that I want to buy that things...

But the seller said...

“It’s booked already”

And I ask again...

“Did you have another one?”

And she said...

“No, sorry”

WHAT?

ONLY HAVE ONE STOCK?

Huh... L

Suddenly...

I heard someone screaming...

I tried to look what happen...

Then...

I saw something...

That make me very happy excited... J

SHINee...

KYA!!!

THEY’RE COMING...

HERE...

EYES TO EYES ON ME...

OH MY GODNESS...

I CAN’T BELEIVE THIS...

Step by step...

They come nearest to me...

What should I do?

Jonghyun...

Bling bling Jonghyun...

Come over me...

OH MY GOD...

WHAT SHOULD I DO?

He give some expression on me...

He tried to hug me...

Actually he really want to do that...

Can’t waiting for this time...

I step back from my position...

And faster...

He understand me...

Then...

They all go to the stage...

They want do some performance there...

But...

Huh... L

I just watch their performance at the last line for watcher...

I’m so sad dissappointed...

At first I’m the one who in the front...

But...

After I step back because of Jonghyun...

I’m now the last one at the back...

Huh... L

Maybe I should accepted that huge...

Hehe... J

Just kidding...

But its really make me want to cry...

Then they perform ‘Heal the World’ song...

I don’t know why...

And the second song is...

‘Ring Ding Dong’...

In about 1 minute they perform that song...

I go away from that performance...

I don’t know why...

Then I look some plot to rest...

Then at there I saw someone...

Master Manoharan...

My master in Taekwondo Club...

Then...

I just sit there but far from him...

In about 3 or 4 hours then...

I look someone coming to us (me and master)...

Its not 1 but 5...

SHINee...

AGAIN?

I just look at them...

They go to master...

I don’t know why...

But then...

I heard something so weird for me to heard that...

Taemin...

Maknae Taemin...

Call master as MANAGER?

IT IS REAL?

MY MASTER OF TAEKWONDO IS S.M MANAGER?

WHAT THE...

WOW...

Its really make me surprise shock...

Not only shock...

But make me want to coma in 5 month...

I can’t beleive that...

That why I called...

Stranger dream...

I just hope that my dream about SHINee eyes to eyes on me is true...

But...

I don’t want that dream...

That stranger dream...

My master become their manager...

I don’t want it’s become true...

Huh...

It is a best moment...

If I become their clost friend...

Not their fan or something...

But if it as girlfriend...

It’s okay for me...

Hehe... J

Just kidding...

It’s impossible right?

For me to be girlfriend for one of them...

Anyway...

Just that about my stranger dream...

Dirty Girl.

Dirty girl...

All of you can call me like that...

Just for today, okey...

It is just because...

Food sauce...

It spilled to my clothes...

I'm look very dirty...

The sauce is everywhere...

At my baju kurung...

My mini veil...

My shoes...

I so shy today...

I always careful every time...

Because I scared if anyone see me like this...

Anyway...
After I arrived to my home...

Faster...

I change my clothes...

And my dirty clothes...

I wash them until its clean...

But its still have effects...

Its still look oil...

But its okay...

Then...

For a next time...

I will be more be careful after this...

Huh! Malunya.

Mathametic Moden is the subject which I scared of now...

You know what...

First come into my class she yelling at us...

It just because...

My class look so ugly and dirty...

Ya, I know its our fault...

But...

I can't accepted these kind of yelling...

She yelled to me just because of my wrong answer in my exercise book...

It normal right...

Everyone do mistake it their daily life...

And its really make me embrassed to all my friends...

Huh...

Anyways, its happened right...

Just forget it...

But I still can't accept what happened today to me...